From Victim to Victor



One day I woke and began to think over my life. I thought about all the hurt that I endured through the past years. I wondered why I allowed myself to be a victim of emotional abuse. For so many years I thought things would change, but eventually the abuse and rejection came back again and again. I believe that if I stayed there time would change my outcome. I began to feel like I was worthless, not wanted, rejection began to set in and depression.

Well what changed how I began think and look at myself was pne phone call. I received a call from someone I hold dear to my heart. She told me she had a dream about me and in the dream she described everything I was actually going through. Her last words she told me was “ God said you were going to come out of this alright”
From that very moment God allowed me to realize to be no more a Victim but to be a Victor. God instructed me to stop seeing myself as a victim and began to speak positive to my situation. No More Victim!
I had to make the choice to allow a change. The choice was up to me to arise from Victim to Victor and from Prey to Pray. It's your decision, you decide!

Dear God

Lord, I am so grateful for all the things that you have done for me. Please forgive me for complaining about things because it could be worse. Everyday to me is a day of thanksgiving. I would be nothing without you. With you God all things are possible. I love you more and more each day.

Someone's Watching You!

 

Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.

 

1 Timothy 4:12

New International Version

 



Daily Affirmation

Miracles

and

 Healing

shall be part of my

 everyday life!

God help me to accept things I can not change



One of the hardest things to accept is death. I was blessed to have several biological sisters. One of my older sisters that I was very fond of got very sick. Later on she had to have major surgery. When the surgery was finished, the doctor came in and told us that they found a cancerous tumor in her body. He said this type of cancer was aggressive. This was very hard for me to take in. My sister that I love so much might not be with us much longer. It was so hard to see someone you love, spent many day with laughing, and crying with, slowly slip away.

I had the Faith to believe God for her healing, but God had other plans for her life. This was one of the hardest things for me to accept. I was reminded in the Bible that God's grace is sufficient for me. God helped me to accept the things I can not change. I began to allow the healing to take place in my life. I had to let go and let God...

My sister passed away months later, but the love she imparted in our lives was so overwhelming. I can see my sister in her children. I feel her in the songs I hear that she used to sing. The Death of a Love One is so hard to bear and accept, but God will see you through it, if you let him.



Purpose and Destiny

 

There is Purpose and Destiny for your life.

 

There is a divine reason to why you are here. You may wonder where's my life going? What purpose do I have here on earth? You may ask God, Do you really have plans for my life? In our life we try to make a difference in the lives of others but at times we feel so inadequate. We ask God, can you really use someone like me, even though I have a past... My answer to you is yes! Just like the quote says "God Sees In You, What You Can't See In Yourself!" You have people to reach and lives to change for the Kingdom!